I’m back with a vengeance.

I know this happens everywhere in the world that is brought onto us today but man did this one bug the shit out of me.

I’m checking out at our local grocery store today and what do I see sitting in the magazine stand a article that practically yells “hey your sixteen lets go get pregnant, it will be great, everything will be perfect”

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WTF

wow I’m really rusty on writing well here goes it.

Me vs. Jamie Lynn Spears



Who in their right mind would thinks it’s ok for a sixteen/ fifteen year old girl to get pregnant. I mean crist I couldn’t tell you if I even liked boys at that age let alone stupid enough to get pregnant by one. But that’s not the thing that really gets me I had a lot of the girls in my school, in my class of 85 get pregnant at ages you should be worrying about your complexion and if your popular, not sex or having a baby and taking care of yourself and a very squishy fragile thing like a baby.



No I know that is part of our world today what bugs me is that all these magazines, internet pages, news organizations, there all promoting it saying it’s ok. I saw the OK magazine while checking out, read the title and about puked then I made the mistake of looking at the article, come on what do you think when you see those photograph let alone the questions and answers you were getting in the so called article which was only a soft peace saying maybe she didn’t screw up ( she is freaking sixteen and has a kid, major screw up), see she is ok, something horribly made up and over calculated like that.



In the interview they ask all the soft questions like how was it to hold your child for the first time, not anything real like how much pain where you in or how high were you when you first saw your child. All I see these things as are promotional pieces on how perfect it is to be a mother and how perfect your life well be when you become one does anybody not realize that this girl is only sixteen years old sixteen she hasn’t graduated for high school yet and she has to deal with a screaming baby all the time. Well I should correct that her, her mother, her boy friend (who you can tell really doesn’t want to be there) and the three or four nannies that they are going to hire to help. Nobody is ready to have a kid let alone ready at the age of sixteen.



Let me tell you it’s not perfect nothing is perfect especially not child birth and children sure I don’t have kids but I work with them a lot. They scream, poop, cry, smell all the time you hate them for a while you love them but hate them. You can never get a full night’s sleep never have the life that you had back again and I mean never everything you do has to either deal with the kid or you have to think of the kid when you do it. If nothing else she should have learned from her sister that this was not perfect. Seriously this sixteen year old girl says perfect more than seven times, gave up counting after that, the delivery went perfect, the pregnancy went perfect, bla blab lba all LIES…



Ok so this is not a(total) personal attack on Jamie Lynn, no, I think she can handed the biggest mistake that she has ever made and will ever make. She has money which helps a lot like a lot a lot, she has a weird probably drugged up mother that doesn’t seem to set any boundaries or morels into the children that she raises. But whatever it’s their life I’m sure they can get through it and live a very messed up happily ever after.



What I’m really upset about is the fact that she is promoting the end of childhood as anyone knows it that there are stupid enough girls out there thinking well look at Jamie Lynn she’s doing ok so I can do it too. We all know that there are kids out there that haven’t been brought up in the best way and think that this is a good way to escape, to get attention, or a way for them not to ever be alone. Even a way to some really messed up people to be cool. Well it’s not and the only thing that I can hope for is that there aren’t as many of these stupid teenagers as I think there is. Come on its not only your life you are potently ruining forever it’s a helpless child’s too. I already have anger issues against mothers who don’t treat or care for their children well. I’m scared shitless for the future world where we right off childhood all together, were is socially ok for a sixteen fifteen seventeen even eighteen year old to get pregnant out of stupidity.
And you know what else I had to buy this god damn magazine to read the actual and write this which just goes right back to the OK magazine people saying that its getting bought so it’s ok fucking people. Now if you will excuse me I have to go burn this lousy mag ( which I will never ever by again if I actually bout these things on a regular bases) and I think I must wash my mouth and eyes out with soap and maybe write some insulting things to people responsible for this atrociousness

could it really be true…..could the curse really be lifted

Photographs taken by Chris Thompson

Chris Tompson Photography
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So I’m graduated well it’s almost official I haven’t gotten my diploma yet because they mail them to you but I put the cap and gowned on and walked across the stage green Chucks and all.

I love my geeky tendencies we had blue, almost bright blue gowneds and I couldn’t resist wearing my green chucks. And since this was a college graduation we were allowed to be free I guess you would call it as in it wasn’t as stuffy and formal as high school graduation we could ever write on our caps which me and heather both took as on opportunity to show everyone there that yes we are geeks. She wrote Bamph on hers and I wrote Thwip on mine. And if you don’t get what that means then it’s your own loss.

So graduation was fun I was right after heather, we kind of confused the announcer in the fact that he had to say Heather Etherton…Heather Freeman without doing a double take and thinking that he was repeating himself. And she waited for me after we got off stage we herd our professor yell congratulations Heathers.

After that I had family and such over at my apartment my Grandparents came down, Heather’s parents, a family friend, both my sisters and parents were there and Heathers sister, sisters friend and Uncle so you can say we had a very full house. A couple of my friends and Ryan were there too. But it was really great to see everyone and all in all was a very relaxing and fun weekend.

This all happened Friday 13th night on Thursday Heather, Rachel, Tiffany, two of Rachel’s friends, and I went to a Drag show at the college it was put on by the drama department and was really really good. Like I have never been to a drag show before but it was really fun and funny the drama teacher I think was the best he is like a 48 year old heavy set man and I swear is one of the funniest men on earth. They also had a professional drag person, sorry I don’t know there proper name not to sound ignorant or raciest or anything I just don’t know, anyway he/she was from Dimpsies(sp) the gay bar here in Spokane and was a very good performer very good at one time during his act a little 5 nothing girl went up to him to give him a dollar for the fundraiser they were doing and the Dimpsies performer kind of cornered her and stared dancing up on her and such she didn’t mind it was just very funny to watch a 6’6” with heals maybe 200pd man who was a very convincing women dance up on this tiny girl I died laughing. It was a really good show and really good cause I wish I could go every year.

Ok so I will be moving to the Tri-cities the 22-23rd so all this week I will be packing and getting everything ready to move thankfully I have moved several times before and know the drill so if you want to see me or hangout or something before I leave then e-mail me myspace me call me whatever. I can’t do anything Wednesday night or Saturday day or night though. So get me while you can……

Have a great summer everybody

Hamster out….

Done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First check out my flicker there is a tun of new cool stuff on it.
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Finally I’m freaking done, done with school, done with that dang Final Fantasy rings of fate game and done with my internship. It feels good to be done with some things others not so good. I really liked the rings of fate game and it was really challenging I think it took me like two weeks to finish it well that was with school and finals.

Speaking of finals I hate living in apartments sometimes especially during school and being in the middle with people above and below you sucks ass. Who throws a party during finals week, I get it if it was like the second to last day or something but no it’s Monday night and they through a good forsaken party up stairs….do you people know it’s finals week or are you the ones that don’t even know where the school is…hit right across the freaken street. Anyway the manager went and yeld at them not because of me I went outside and he told me that he had taken care of it. Good man.

Other news about the apartments is that they’re going to hell, a guy got his car stolen right in front of them about a month ago and he just got it back today. And heathers car window got smashed meaning someone was brave enough to take a bebe gun to it but got scared before they could actually get in and take anything. What dumb asses. We were thinking of posting a steak out with some tempting offers like a external hard drive box which I still have don’t know if we are going to go through with it. Washington law or what people have told me Washington law is that you have to catch the person in the car taking something “red handed” before you can even arrest them. I wonder if that’s the same for a citizen’s arrest I just vote on sitting out there and shooting the jerk with a bebe guns tell he cries for his mother. Then call the cops. At least this gave me an opportunity to file my first ever police report they asked for the usual and didn’t seem to care to much but hey know my name is in the book’s shot don’t know if that is good or bad.

Anyway back to what I was saying before school is done all I have to do know is show up for my dig 2 class tomorrow say hi then leave. The hole college being over thing didn’t really hit me tell today when I was cleaning out my locker. Sure there is more adventures to be had in my life but damn I have some really good memories of school, life, friends hear. I got hit again with this sentimental stuff when I had to ask the Comic Book Shop to write down my pull list so that I can give it to the guys at the underground….that was pretty sad. Geek tier L. Know all’s left to do is clean the apartment in preparation for the load of people coming for my graduation and pack.

The hole moving thing depends on a lot of different things like if I’m going anywhere with my grandparents or if I wanted to find a job asap or if I was finically stable enough to actually take a vacation. So I have no idea when I’m moving back to the Tri-cities I know it’s going to be between June 25th and July 4th ish. You will hear more from me when I’m decided.

My grandpa and both my grandma’s are coming into town tomorrow along with my mom and one of my sisters. The other one and Ryan will be here Friday. So it’s really going to be a full house.

I think that’s all I have if I think of anything more…..um wait the game ow yea rings of fate was really good, I got stuck so much though, like in some parts of the game you have to talk to someone as many times as you can then they start repeating so you think your done talking to them right wrong. You have to talk to them more I got stuck like four times this way wondering where the hell I was suppose to go cus no new world popped up so I had to go back and talk to everyone in the town to find that I missed one person who opened the world. The bosses weren’t that hard and it only took me four times to bet the final boss. Which was because I wasn’t very observant stuff well got to go before this thing die’s I’m just a little too lazy right know to plug the basterd in *shakes fist* power sucker*

Hamster out....

God Bless the Asians

So I have come to the conclusion that I would have probably lost the IMBC anyway if I blogged on my Birthday because a day after it my Laptop power cord went out on me I could still us it I just had to adjust it in a certain way and then leave it alone until it was fully charged then work on it for about an hour and then charge is again cus it would be dead by then.

This happened on Monday so I went down to Circuit to get a new one expecting my 300 dollar insurance to cover it. Long behold the damn Fire Dog jackass was on break so I waited for him to get off only for him to tell me since my computer is still under the Toshiba coverage that I will have to go all the way down town, form the Y to down town takes about 30 minutes with traffic, so I go all the way there to have the guy tell me since it’s a part that is broken from wear and tear that he can't do anything about it. But he did give me a phone number to call. The part that was broken was the link from the AC power box to the Laptop right were the power box begins.

It was wear and tear but if they would have given these damn Toshiba Laptops better batteries so that I could work on it longer than an hour without plugging the damn thing into the wall then it wouldn’t have broke so therefor it was a manufacture defect and should be covered by the warranty.

Well I finally got around to calling the Toshiba Wednesday night, after the cord completly breaking and my laptop totally out of juice, and they said that they would send me one, I didn’t tell them what part was broken just that it wouldn’t charge when I plugged it in. So I forgot to ask how long it takes to deliver but get this I called Wednesday night right I’m expecting it to come you know 7-10 days, I’m freaking out I have all my final stuff on it and well my life I barrow a friends charger today, who had the same Toshiba as me, I charge I all the way through and take everything I need off of it for my finals, thank god I got that external hard drive.

So I was a little relaxed my laptop was fully charged and I would use it only in case of an emergency other than that it was off.

So I come home today check the mail and there it is the holiest peace of mail that I have ever seen in my life. A pick up notice to come get a package. It was all the way in the valley I was on empty but I didn’t care I needed that charger. I sound like a crack addict. Anyway god bless my truck for making it there and back on empty.

well I go get it and find out that it has been sitting there since Thursday, they sent me the charger next day delivery OMG I freaken died I was so happy and relieved to get that damn thing, it took me two days to get it Toshiba I love you. You’re a fucking life saver. I’m still amazed come on you are too, normal companies it would have token at least 5-7 business days.

So know I’m happy I can finish my final stuff write a blog or two get cheats for my final fantasy game when I get stuck whenever I want to. I think this may be the happiest day of my life.

I might cry…..

naw.

Hamster out….

Drunken slanders, the zombie room, and emo bands

Yea I didn’t post I have a good reason it was my 21st birthday and I was totally busy getting drinks and such. So the IMBC is over and I feel slightly lost. I come home drunkenly slurring I didn’t blog you guys why didn’t I blog if I was more of a girl I would have probably busted out crying.

Good news though don’t have to much of a hangover and we are off to go get some hangover food so see you later

No to daily post but maybe know I will be able to blog about something actually good.

Hamster out….

whatever

So was seriously contemplating on giving up…but I’m just to stubborn for that maybe tomorrow.

I don’t know the thought of losing really doesn’t appeal to me.

So I will just relay my day to you until I really have the energy to write something productive.

Ryan come in today for my birthday weekend which is really nice I love to spend time with him and I love Spokane and showing him around. I have such a good time with him here, since there is actually stuff to do. I matted some of the art work that he got from the Comicon today too and he seemed very pleased with my work.

I dint get to shoot any cool places today with my internship all I did was take head shoots of the staff and then I offered to help with organizing the new shipment of The Family Circle which came in today only two of my photographs are in that because they have been working on it all year it only being like a annual. But the next issue of North west woman’s comes out next week and I well make sure to grab a ton of copies for that family and all I did get an introduction in the family guide though under fabulous interns which I was the only one. so go me.

Other than that I got a lot of happy b-days and come home tierd as hell and just wanting to take a nap to tomorrow we are going to have to clean cook and stuff for the party it should really be a blast. After that me and Ryan are going to go to Blue Fish cus my boss at the internship gave us like a fifty dollar gift certificate for it and a bunch of free drinks at RAW which well be fun to see the guys that I shot there again they are really interesting people well going to go to sleep now.

Hamster out….

waaa

heading over to Rachel’s in just a little while for our Wei night I got pineapple and carrots with low fat ranch to go over there with. There was going to be like six of us now there is only four but o well less competition to bet at Mario Kart.

I also went a picked up 90 dollars worth of groceries for my party on Saturday which should be a blast hope to god it doesn’t rain that would suck. I got a bunch of party decorations too and am feeling really achieved. This will be my first party that I put together all by myself. That means doing all the shopping and decoration not to mention those invitations which came out pretty cool. Still no Martha Stewart work though.

These blogs have been pretty lame lately just relaying my day but there is nothing I really want to talk about right know at least and I really just need to get enough words so that I can go to Rachel’s I might not even spell check what a scary though right. The things I spell wrong I can believe.

I’m almost done with my web site had a few bumps on the way but am pretty ok with it. It’s not something that I would really put up in real life but for school it’s ok. I really like my opening gif though. Very proud of it.

making myself a calson that I picked up at wal-mart before I go over just to fill the old tummy.

Had IHOP today but that can only go so far and I have been ramming around and running things and school stuff and such. Plus comic booking. Although I don’t know what’s coming out this week I heard something about a new kick ass and saw green lantern secret origins. but haven’t picked anything up yet. Curse having all this work to do. I barley have time to read my comic books.

Hamster out….