Hammy 007

F U Sprint

2009-10-21T16:17:00.005-07:00

So I like going grocery shopping it makes me feel better about my life and the way it’s turning out so far. I see all the middle-aged short round soccer moms there dreading the shopping that’s in front of them thinking about the kids that get out in an hour. The frown lines and crow’s feet beckoning at their faces front door. And here I am all cheery and excited to be doing something adult like chatting up old men and telling the construction workers getting lunch food to watch out for those nasty soccer moms coming around the corner. It makes me relies how young I am and that this is just the beginning of the story. I run pushing my shopping cart and then hopping on for the ride down to my truck. I think I will ride those glories shopping carts forever.

The apartment is looking great, me and Ryan are getting along gloriously. I’ll post pic’s after. We haven’t gotten into any big fights I’ve been sick a lot though got a kidney infection which ended my stay at Hastings jack asses…… Just so you know I do hate that place mostly the manger and assistant I can say that know that I don’t work there anymore. The manager was a egotistical air head that new nothing about running a business nor how you are to treat the people that work for you. He made horrible schedules that made everyone that works there hate him. He is and I swear to this the only person that I would kill if I had a chance. But know that I’m not working for the biggest jack ass in the world I could care less what happened to him. I am now free from his completely retarded way of managing, fucking moron.

I got off track so Ryan and I our fine I have been cooking some fun meals and really enjoy the house wife states I guess you would say cooking and cleaning. Although our apartment stays pretty clean unlike the first one I had with Trip and Jyn you guys know how bad it was. So you can just imagine how me and Ryan keep the place although some of their messy tendencies did rub off of me like my side of the room usually has a good pile of clean and dirty closes on it.

I don’t think I have ever mentioned this but I have a twitter if anyone is interested right know I don’t twitter too much do to my lack of phone and internets but it gets done somehow. So it’s like Hammy007 at twitter or whatever. Well I think this is a grand place to stop I have some free time on my hand now that that horrible horrible excuse for a job is over and my new one doesn’t start until the 30th so talk at you later.

Hamster out….

Ps.. fuck Sprint Phone service and all there shitty workers mother fucking jack asses.... Fuck you Sprint...

Fucking primal and maternal instincts

2009-07-08T20:22:00.002-07:00

So I'm Having weird primal urges to reproduce i know it's no the right time and i really don't want anything like that coming out of me anytime soon. Plus i'm really happy as to where my relationship with Ryan is and feel that anything like that would fuck it over hard therefore leaving me as unhappy as a penguin is the desert. So fuck this kid shit, their cute as hell sometimes and love you know matter what but i'll get over it. I'll just spend my time and money spoiling my friend Chandra's kid anyone else have a little on they want me to spoil. Not in a wierd way....shit anyway you say it it sounds wrong.

I'm thinking all this will blow over when me and Ryan finally move in together. It's kind of like my mind trying to screw me over making me feel like i'm going no were trapped in my parents' house that i'm not a grown up becasue as of late i'm not supporting myself. Deep shit like that. Lets get something strat to all you blog readers out there i'm horribly pig headed and independent as hell. There for me living in my parents house for about a year has killed my mind making me seminally want to reproduce to make me feel more adult that would be what my heart is telling me, but thankfuly i have a big but good head on my shoulders. So i have decided to set out and write it all down therefore getting this insane idea of reproduction off of my fucking head. So that i can go back to my depression less thought force and life. But i swear to god if i dont have a kid by my 27th birthday i will end anyone and everyone. Fucking primal and maternal instincts.

And if any of you people, you know who you are, tell my boyfriend, who i'm hoping doesn't read this and overreact, i will end you and you know i can....

On another note completely i bring you this blog via my sisters laptop since mine burnt out on me and was sent to ther far off repair shop of the out of business Circuit City. No idea when i'm getting it back so.....

Pissed off for eternity

Hamster out....

why is she spared?

2009-05-17T22:29:00.003-07:00

So whoever watches the news should know about the Miss California controversy I first heard about the gay marriage controversy then the whole plastic surgery and racy picks after that.

I don’t get how when it comes to things like racism and sexism that people get bet in the street or a majority of people believe that you are uneducated and stupid for being the least bet racist. Sure there is a fraction, a very small fraction, of people that would support you say if you didn’t particularly like Mexicans like me but more often than not you get people always judging you thinking that you’re the worst person in the world for having a set dislike against a culture and its people. Don’t get me wrong I don’t hate every Mexican in the world and I don’t pass judgment on people before I get to know them but I tend to dislike Mexicans more than any other people.

But the fact that Miss California can perform in a national contest to be the best person to represent America and go on national TV saying the things she said about gay marriage being such a horrible thing and not have any of the allegations and hatred that people that are just the same as her but racist is bull. She is just as close minded, uneducated, cold hearted, and stupid as we are she just has a pretty little face to cover up her ugliness.

So I don’t get it when does religion win over peoples own life experiences I’m racist because I’ve been treated badly and have had really bad experiences with a majority of that race. Where as she is against gay marriage because she was told not by the bible but by the representation and transition people have perceived from it. She isn’t thinking on her own she is being influenced she hasn’t had any bad experiences with gays she just hates them because she is told to. Know who is stupid or uneducated me or her? All I want to see is some consequences for her actions. We do have the freedom of speech but she needs to think for herself before she speaks. She has broken many of the rule, has been in so many controversies and yet just because she is pretty she is spared. Yes life is unfair but more so for the “ugly” people. And one more note to this if she believes so whole heartedly in her cause her religion why did she take such racy pictures in the first place?

Why is she spared?

Think for yourself

Believe in yourself

Hamster out….

F*#$ Wolverine Origins and this Hollywood bullshit

2009-04-11T00:40:00.006-07:00

Warning A lot of cursing yes I curse when I’m mad my brain cant think when I'm so very mad, so it comes out bad blogging English and cursing. Deal with it.

Another note Deadpool is number two on my top comic book hero’s list.

Some beautiful person leaked out the Wolverine Origins movie online a couple of days ago and another wonderful person downloaded it for us to watch. Yes the special effects weren’t added, some of the dialogue was missing, and something’s didn’t match up right but damn it was awesome a really great movie….yea right IT SUCKED… well mostly the ending but that pulled down the whole movie for me.

My note to you if you ever go see this movie in theaters is just walk out about a half hour before the movie ends you just don’t need to see it at all it’s completely pointless. For any real fan of any Wolverine movie comic fan fic whatever it SUCKS this movie was only worth a illegal down load man if I could curse out and burn the house down of the person that screwed this movie up I would I would go to jail for justice for this movie a real slap in the face to all comic book fans. It wasn’t just wolverine that pissed me off even thou they really did screw things up for him and messed everything up for this being any type of prequel to the X-man movies… god it was just errr..all screwed up .

The major thing that took it way too far and pissed me off to the point of criminal intent was Deadpool ow those tricky little bustards made him perfect in the beginning a smart ass mercenary that never shut his mouth with mad ass Katana skills that just wanted to have fun. Perfect little Ryan Reynolds shirtless deflecting bullets with his two trusty Katana’s, it was almost orgasmic, don’t tell Ryan. Man how the movie should have ended that way. But NO they had to go screw with it totally screw with it like WTF were you people thinking did you ever read comics at all you jack asses. Do you even know who DEADPOOL is man if he was as real as he thinks he is, he would jump that fourth wall and kick your asses, your mothers asses, and your god damn dead grandmothers asses. Fucking lazer vision, flitting, Katana fist assholes. Breath Hammy breath….

Kick ass Deadpool Vs Lazer vision deadpool

Ok I’m good I think sorry about that.

So if you want to lose total faith in the Hollywood comic book reproductions, like me, go ahead and see this but if you are a true lover of comics do your kind good and download it. That’s all that’s it deserves. The lack of special effects was the only thing that got any of us through that horrendous last half hour. Go ahead see for yourself you’re going to have to anyway to get the facts to rage against and to see for yourself just how HORRIBLE THE WOLVERINE ORGINIS MOVIE WAS. I’ll pray for your sanity and hope you don’t kill anyone on your way out of the movie. I can see the headlines now “Terror in twinkle town as comic book fans valiantly protest against the Wolverine Origins movie, with lightsabers in hand”. Just don’t see it opening night it’s not worth the hour or so wait in line fuck it.

Fucking Hollywood

Hamster out….

Getting all f*&%ing sentimental

2009-03-04T05:45:00.004-08:00

So since I can’t sleep for some god knows what resign, personal crazyness I guess, I think I will blog which I have not done in a long while. I’m in the Tri-cities……still….yes I know but have plans to move sooner or later which brings hope to my day to day world. Ryan and I are doing well, kind of great actually giving me hope yet again. I have even made a good couple of friends in the Tri-cities finally right, thank you social awkwardness of being a geek, and that gives me hope to. A lot of hope going around these days, enough to share with me goodie.

Let’s see what’s new….. a good lot really, I quite the Octopus’ Garden for good….again personal crazyness considering that was one of the most fun and easy jobs that I have ever had and I am working at another retail store know.

God it’s been forever since I last blogged curse you real life…. I really don’t feel like making a clip notes version of the past 6 months….damn I’ll make it short.

Summer:

Went to the cost on a trip with my sister

Visited Portland and Heather on the way

Feel in love with the ocean

Played a butt load of board games

Was interdicted to Dr. Horrible, google, great stuff

Worked a lotttttttttt……hint no blogging

Fall:

Was a pretty rocking cow for Halloween

Work…………….

Winter:

Had way to much alcohol

Watched a drag show during a blizzard

In the Tri-cities

Weird ...

Got driven home by the DD me still drunk in a blizzard

Had fun driving in the snow again

I love the snow

Had fun watching Tri-citizens try and drive in the snow

Had a pretty rough Christmas

Good New Year’s though

Met Chandra and Beefy

Those are good people

Got a Xbox 360

Routed away playing video games

Good times

Had way to much Tattoo

More work I hate Christmas in retail

These last few weeks:

More video games

Was really tempted to buy a $1,200 Shiba Inu puppy

Went to Portland for a day

Saw Heather for a bit

Had fun with a baby

Not mine

Hint the having fun

Got a new job

Hate it of course

Started getting in shape

Then stopped

Better choice

Finally excepted that I was in madly in love with Ryan and that I can’t do anything about it
thank god

That was the peak of these last few months …..

I’m only going to say this once considering that I’m not a religious person by any means. Whoever it is up there be it God, Buddha, Zeus, Sprits, or the many other….Thank you for all that I have received.

Since my new job actually allows me personal time I think this will become again the coolest blog ever right…….yea that what I thought… : ( O well I love blogging.

Catch you later

Hamster out....

Somebody's Bad Luck

2008-07-30T10:26:00.003-07:00

You guys should all go and check out this new blog the me and my friends put together so that we could still work on our WRP even though were all like 200 miles away from each other. It should be pretty cool once everyone gets use to the lay of the land. Briyr bio is already up and the others should be in soon i hope you guys check it out and like it.

ow yea the WRP is about a teenage female superhero team in the dc universe there some really cool twists and turns in the layout and comic.

Hamster out....

I’m back with a vengeance.

2008-07-15T18:02:00.004-07:00

I know this happens everywhere in the world that is brought onto us today but man did this one bug the shit out of me.

I’m checking out at our local grocery store today and what do I see sitting in the magazine stand a article that practically yells “hey your sixteen lets go get pregnant, it will be great, everything will be perfect”

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WTF

wow I’m really rusty on writing well here goes it.

Me vs. Jamie Lynn Spears

Who in their right mind would thinks it’s ok for a sixteen/ fifteen year old girl to get pregnant. I mean crist I couldn’t tell you if I even liked boys at that age let alone stupid enough to get pregnant by one. But that’s not the thing that really gets me I had a lot of the girls in my school, in my class of 85 get pregnant at ages you should be worrying about your complexion and if your popular, not sex or having a baby and taking care of yourself and a very squishy fragile thing like a baby.

No I know that is part of our world today what bugs me is that all these magazines, internet pages, news organizations, there all promoting it saying it’s ok. I saw the OK magazine while checking out, read the title and about puked then I made the mistake of looking at the article, come on what do you think when you see those photograph let alone the questions and answers you were getting in the so called article which was only a soft peace saying maybe she didn’t screw up ( she is freaking sixteen and has a kid, major screw up), see she is ok, something horribly made up and over calculated like that.

In the interview they ask all the soft questions like how was it to hold your child for the first time, not anything real like how much pain where you in or how high were you when you first saw your child. All I see these things as are promotional pieces on how perfect it is to be a mother and how perfect your life well be when you become one does anybody not realize that this girl is only sixteen years old sixteen she hasn’t graduated for high school yet and she has to deal with a screaming baby all the time. Well I should correct that her, her mother, her boy friend (who you can tell really doesn’t want to be there) and the three or four nannies that they are going to hire to help. Nobody is ready to have a kid let alone ready at the age of sixteen.

Let me tell you it’s not perfect nothing is perfect especially not child birth and children sure I don’t have kids but I work with them a lot. They scream, poop, cry, smell all the time you hate them for a while you love them but hate them. You can never get a full night’s sleep never have the life that you had back again and I mean never everything you do has to either deal with the kid or you have to think of the kid when you do it. If nothing else she should have learned from her sister that this was not perfect. Seriously this sixteen year old girl says perfect more than seven times, gave up counting after that, the delivery went perfect, the pregnancy went perfect, bla blab lba all LIES…

Ok so this is not a(total) personal attack on Jamie Lynn, no, I think she can handed the biggest mistake that she has ever made and will ever make. She has money which helps a lot like a lot a lot, she has a weird probably drugged up mother that doesn’t seem to set any boundaries or morels into the children that she raises. But whatever it’s their life I’m sure they can get through it and live a very messed up happily ever after.

What I’m really upset about is the fact that she is promoting the end of childhood as anyone knows it that there are stupid enough girls out there thinking well look at Jamie Lynn she’s doing ok so I can do it too. We all know that there are kids out there that haven’t been brought up in the best way and think that this is a good way to escape, to get attention, or a way for them not to ever be alone. Even a way to some really messed up people to be cool. Well it’s not and the only thing that I can hope for is that there aren’t as many of these stupid teenagers as I think there is. Come on its not only your life you are potently ruining forever it’s a helpless child’s too. I already have anger issues against mothers who don’t treat or care for their children well. I’m scared shitless for the future world where we right off childhood all together, were is socially ok for a sixteen fifteen seventeen even eighteen year old to get pregnant out of stupidity.
And you know what else I had to buy this god damn magazine to read the actual and write this which just goes right back to the OK magazine people saying that its getting bought so it’s ok fucking people. Now if you will excuse me I have to go burn this lousy mag ( which I will never ever by again if I actually bout these things on a regular bases) and I think I must wash my mouth and eyes out with soap and maybe write some insulting things to people responsible for this atrociousness

could it really be true…..could the curse really be lifted

2008-06-16T20:34:00.002-07:00

Photographs taken by Chris Thompson

Chris Tompson Photography
http://www.myspace.com/camerajoe

So I’m graduated well it’s almost official I haven’t gotten my diploma yet because they mail them to you but I put the cap and gowned on and walked across the stage green Chucks and all.

I love my geeky tendencies we had blue, almost bright blue gowneds and I couldn’t resist wearing my green chucks. And since this was a college graduation we were allowed to be free I guess you would call it as in it wasn’t as stuffy and formal as high school graduation we could ever write on our caps which me and heather both took as on opportunity to show everyone there that yes we are geeks. She wrote Bamph on hers and I wrote Thwip on mine. And if you don’t get what that means then it’s your own loss.

So graduation was fun I was right after heather, we kind of confused the announcer in the fact that he had to say Heather Etherton…Heather Freeman without doing a double take and thinking that he was repeating himself. And she waited for me after we got off stage we herd our professor yell congratulations Heathers.

After that I had family and such over at my apartment my Grandparents came down, Heather’s parents, a family friend, both my sisters and parents were there and Heathers sister, sisters friend and Uncle so you can say we had a very full house. A couple of my friends and Ryan were there too. But it was really great to see everyone and all in all was a very relaxing and fun weekend.

This all happened Friday 13th night on Thursday Heather, Rachel, Tiffany, two of Rachel’s friends, and I went to a Drag show at the college it was put on by the drama department and was really really good. Like I have never been to a drag show before but it was really fun and funny the drama teacher I think was the best he is like a 48 year old heavy set man and I swear is one of the funniest men on earth. They also had a professional drag person, sorry I don’t know there proper name not to sound ignorant or raciest or anything I just don’t know, anyway he/she was from Dimpsies(sp) the gay bar here in Spokane and was a very good performer very good at one time during his act a little 5 nothing girl went up to him to give him a dollar for the fundraiser they were doing and the Dimpsies performer kind of cornered her and stared dancing up on her and such she didn’t mind it was just very funny to watch a 6’6” with heals maybe 200pd man who was a very convincing women dance up on this tiny girl I died laughing. It was a really good show and really good cause I wish I could go every year.

Ok so I will be moving to the Tri-cities the 22-23rd so all this week I will be packing and getting everything ready to move thankfully I have moved several times before and know the drill so if you want to see me or hangout or something before I leave then e-mail me myspace me call me whatever. I can’t do anything Wednesday night or Saturday day or night though. So get me while you can……

Have a great summer everybody

Hamster out….

Done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-11T15:34:00.004-07:00

First check out my flicker there is a tun of new cool stuff on it.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/bad_luck_images/

Finally I’m freaking done, done with school, done with that dang Final Fantasy rings of fate game and done with my internship. It feels good to be done with some things others not so good. I really liked the rings of fate game and it was really challenging I think it took me like two weeks to finish it well that was with school and finals.

Speaking of finals I hate living in apartments sometimes especially during school and being in the middle with people above and below you sucks ass. Who throws a party during finals week, I get it if it was like the second to last day or something but no it’s Monday night and they through a good forsaken party up stairs….do you people know it’s finals week or are you the ones that don’t even know where the school is…hit right across the freaken street. Anyway the manager went and yeld at them not because of me I went outside and he told me that he had taken care of it. Good man.

Other news about the apartments is that they’re going to hell, a guy got his car stolen right in front of them about a month ago and he just got it back today. And heathers car window got smashed meaning someone was brave enough to take a bebe gun to it but got scared before they could actually get in and take anything. What dumb asses. We were thinking of posting a steak out with some tempting offers like a external hard drive box which I still have don’t know if we are going to go through with it. Washington law or what people have told me Washington law is that you have to catch the person in the car taking something “red handed” before you can even arrest them. I wonder if that’s the same for a citizen’s arrest I just vote on sitting out there and shooting the jerk with a bebe guns tell he cries for his mother. Then call the cops. At least this gave me an opportunity to file my first ever police report they asked for the usual and didn’t seem to care to much but hey know my name is in the book’s shot don’t know if that is good or bad.

Anyway back to what I was saying before school is done all I have to do know is show up for my dig 2 class tomorrow say hi then leave. The hole college being over thing didn’t really hit me tell today when I was cleaning out my locker. Sure there is more adventures to be had in my life but damn I have some really good memories of school, life, friends hear. I got hit again with this sentimental stuff when I had to ask the Comic Book Shop to write down my pull list so that I can give it to the guys at the underground….that was pretty sad. Geek tier L. Know all’s left to do is clean the apartment in preparation for the load of people coming for my graduation and pack.

The hole moving thing depends on a lot of different things like if I’m going anywhere with my grandparents or if I wanted to find a job asap or if I was finically stable enough to actually take a vacation. So I have no idea when I’m moving back to the Tri-cities I know it’s going to be between June 25th and July 4th ish. You will hear more from me when I’m decided.

My grandpa and both my grandma’s are coming into town tomorrow along with my mom and one of my sisters. The other one and Ryan will be here Friday. So it’s really going to be a full house.

I think that’s all I have if I think of anything more…..um wait the game ow yea rings of fate was really good, I got stuck so much though, like in some parts of the game you have to talk to someone as many times as you can then they start repeating so you think your done talking to them right wrong. You have to talk to them more I got stuck like four times this way wondering where the hell I was suppose to go cus no new world popped up so I had to go back and talk to everyone in the town to find that I missed one person who opened the world. The bosses weren’t that hard and it only took me four times to bet the final boss. Which was because I wasn’t very observant stuff well got to go before this thing die’s I’m just a little too lazy right know to plug the basterd in *shakes fist* power sucker*

Hamster out....

God Bless the Asians

2008-06-06T17:19:00.002-07:00

So I have come to the conclusion that I would have probably lost the IMBC anyway if I blogged on my Birthday because a day after it my Laptop power cord went out on me I could still us it I just had to adjust it in a certain way and then leave it alone until it was fully charged then work on it for about an hour and then charge is again cus it would be dead by then.

This happened on Monday so I went down to Circuit to get a new one expecting my 300 dollar insurance to cover it. Long behold the damn Fire Dog jackass was on break so I waited for him to get off only for him to tell me since my computer is still under the Toshiba coverage that I will have to go all the way down town, form the Y to down town takes about 30 minutes with traffic, so I go all the way there to have the guy tell me since it’s a part that is broken from wear and tear that he can't do anything about it. But he did give me a phone number to call. The part that was broken was the link from the AC power box to the Laptop right were the power box begins.

It was wear and tear but if they would have given these damn Toshiba Laptops better batteries so that I could work on it longer than an hour without plugging the damn thing into the wall then it wouldn’t have broke so therefor it was a manufacture defect and should be covered by the warranty.

Well I finally got around to calling the Toshiba Wednesday night, after the cord completly breaking and my laptop totally out of juice, and they said that they would send me one, I didn’t tell them what part was broken just that it wouldn’t charge when I plugged it in. So I forgot to ask how long it takes to deliver but get this I called Wednesday night right I’m expecting it to come you know 7-10 days, I’m freaking out I have all my final stuff on it and well my life I barrow a friends charger today, who had the same Toshiba as me, I charge I all the way through and take everything I need off of it for my finals, thank god I got that external hard drive.

So I was a little relaxed my laptop was fully charged and I would use it only in case of an emergency other than that it was off.

So I come home today check the mail and there it is the holiest peace of mail that I have ever seen in my life. A pick up notice to come get a package. It was all the way in the valley I was on empty but I didn’t care I needed that charger. I sound like a crack addict. Anyway god bless my truck for making it there and back on empty.

well I go get it and find out that it has been sitting there since Thursday, they sent me the charger next day delivery OMG I freaken died I was so happy and relieved to get that damn thing, it took me two days to get it Toshiba I love you. You’re a fucking life saver. I’m still amazed come on you are too, normal companies it would have token at least 5-7 business days.

So know I’m happy I can finish my final stuff write a blog or two get cheats for my final fantasy game when I get stuck whenever I want to. I think this may be the happiest day of my life.

I might cry…..

naw.

Hamster out….

Drunken slanders, the zombie room, and emo bands

2008-06-01T10:10:00.001-07:00

Yea I didn’t post I have a good reason it was my 21st birthday and I was totally busy getting drinks and such. So the IMBC is over and I feel slightly lost. I come home drunkenly slurring I didn’t blog you guys why didn’t I blog if I was more of a girl I would have probably busted out crying.

Good news though don’t have to much of a hangover and we are off to go get some hangover food so see you later

No to daily post but maybe know I will be able to blog about something actually good.

Hamster out….

whatever

2008-05-30T22:32:00.000-07:00

So was seriously contemplating on giving up…but I’m just to stubborn for that maybe tomorrow.

I don’t know the thought of losing really doesn’t appeal to me.

So I will just relay my day to you until I really have the energy to write something productive.

Ryan come in today for my birthday weekend which is really nice I love to spend time with him and I love Spokane and showing him around. I have such a good time with him here, since there is actually stuff to do. I matted some of the art work that he got from the Comicon today too and he seemed very pleased with my work.

I dint get to shoot any cool places today with my internship all I did was take head shoots of the staff and then I offered to help with organizing the new shipment of The Family Circle which came in today only two of my photographs are in that because they have been working on it all year it only being like a annual. But the next issue of North west woman’s comes out next week and I well make sure to grab a ton of copies for that family and all I did get an introduction in the family guide though under fabulous interns which I was the only one. so go me.

Other than that I got a lot of happy b-days and come home tierd as hell and just wanting to take a nap to tomorrow we are going to have to clean cook and stuff for the party it should really be a blast. After that me and Ryan are going to go to Blue Fish cus my boss at the internship gave us like a fifty dollar gift certificate for it and a bunch of free drinks at RAW which well be fun to see the guys that I shot there again they are really interesting people well going to go to sleep now.

Hamster out….

waaa

2008-05-29T19:18:00.000-07:00

heading over to Rachel’s in just a little while for our Wei night I got pineapple and carrots with low fat ranch to go over there with. There was going to be like six of us now there is only four but o well less competition to bet at Mario Kart.

I also went a picked up 90 dollars worth of groceries for my party on Saturday which should be a blast hope to god it doesn’t rain that would suck. I got a bunch of party decorations too and am feeling really achieved. This will be my first party that I put together all by myself. That means doing all the shopping and decoration not to mention those invitations which came out pretty cool. Still no Martha Stewart work though.

These blogs have been pretty lame lately just relaying my day but there is nothing I really want to talk about right know at least and I really just need to get enough words so that I can go to Rachel’s I might not even spell check what a scary though right. The things I spell wrong I can believe.

I’m almost done with my web site had a few bumps on the way but am pretty ok with it. It’s not something that I would really put up in real life but for school it’s ok. I really like my opening gif though. Very proud of it.

making myself a calson that I picked up at wal-mart before I go over just to fill the old tummy.

Had IHOP today but that can only go so far and I have been ramming around and running things and school stuff and such. Plus comic booking. Although I don’t know what’s coming out this week I heard something about a new kick ass and saw green lantern secret origins. but haven’t picked anything up yet. Curse having all this work to do. I barley have time to read my comic books.

Hamster out….

agian screw the man

2008-05-28T22:04:00.000-07:00

Finally I copped off my hair it was getting so long and heavy I have no idea how my friend jenny deals with it hers is done to at least her butt. mine was just to the middle of my back.

I did a lot of work on my web site today and that was the most exciting bit.

My laptop charger went out at me if I fuss with it for a good 15 minutes so that it shows that its charging and then try not to let if move it will charge. Which really sucks. The part that is broken too is the connection to the power park going to the laptop. And get this I went to circuit city to get it fixed they told me to go to another place so I went there and he told me that my one year Toshiba insurance and my five hundred dollar circuit city insurance doesn’t cover that part cus it’s not a manufacture problem. Well I think it is they made a crapy battery in the laptop so that I have to plug it in every 90 minutes wearing out the freaking plug stupid right.

I hate the man he pisses me off.

I got all my invitations for my graduation and birthday done all hand addressed and written yea that took me a fucking long ass time.

I finally got some company over so know I’m not going as crazy anymore although I can’t wait tell tomorrow’s Wei night get it it’s we and wii. Yea I came up with that all by myself.

Only three more days tell I’m 21 and about two and a half weeks tell I graduate so the stress is on full time hard ass stress. I can’t believe this is almost over. I had a really great time hear in Spokane being a college student and just hanging with friends and being dorks. I will be sad to leave but excited to start new experiences.

Hamster out….

agent number hammy007

2008-05-27T20:49:00.001-07:00

I really don’t feel like doing much of anything right now. Even getting to write my blog seems very hard to do. I almost have all my graduation invitations done. And that is the most exciting thing that I have done today besides almost starve myself to death and have a long talk with one of my friend which I have been needing for a long time someone to talk to.

All the prints that were in the contest a little while ago were put one action for a fundraiser for the photo club. I found out that my Spokane panorama went for 31 dollars I think it was the best selling one from the action I didn’t even get placed so good for me at least normal people seem to like my stuff. it is a buyer’s market. My other two prints went for reasonable prices but nothing to grand. I honestly thought that the panorama was one of my weaker photos I guess it show you that you’re your own worst critic right.

Tonight I plan to go to bed early and get the rest of those damn invites done or at lest done enough to envelope them. Then I’ll address them and get them off by Friday I hope. Awww the wonderful and exciting world of Hammy now you know how great it is to be in my shoes…yea not that great.

Saturday is my 21st birthday and I was told by a friend this is my birthday week were I can have as much fun as I want to or something like that. I’m going to try really hard and relax this week while trying to finish some work too. We are most likely going to have a Wii party
Thursday night which sounds like great fun. Just a bunch of crazy photography girls hanging out and playing geeky video games it really sounds great I don’t spend too much time with girls anymore. I think will have a great big party at the end of the semester to celebrate everything
and such. Speaking of end of semester and graduation.

If you are a graduating photography student and want your pictures up in the gallery we will be holding a graduation gallery June 9th tell the 13th I made flyers but need to print them out so. Just make sure to turn in 1-2 matted prints my June 5th with an artist bio or future plane discretion. If you want to put something larger up you will have to supplie your own plane black frame. Anyway turn them in to the Cage and remember if we don’t get enough then it isn’t going to happen.

Shit I think my charger for my laptop is broken got to go.

Hamster out….

screw this and that

2008-05-26T21:38:00.002-07:00

So totally almost forgot to blog been having a rough day. But it’s all good

Last night we went and watched Narnia Prince Caspine (sp) I thought it was really great and followed the book very thoroughly. The music and animated characters where great too. Narnia movies makes CG look really good. It works well and is worked into the movie like it was born with it. Unlike Indiana Jones. The mouse guard characters were totally as adorable as they should be soo cute and awesome. Ryan pointed out the fact that he like that they were so adorable but were running around in the movie the hole time killing people and stabbing their eyes out.

I love and hate how Christian the movies are I know that the man that wrote the books was a Christian writer and all and they are really good books but do you know what happens in the end do you I dont think you do cus if you did you would…..um be really sad or something.

Anyway they are attaching small kids to this characters in the movies they get curios and go get there parents to buy the books then they read them and find out the ending and swear off reading all together creating a world of illiterate Christian hating babies.

I really enjoyed all but one of the books and that was the last battle were…..should I tell you …… everyone dies…..and Susan doesn’t go to heaven because she lost her belief in “Aslan” who really is just God. But everyone even the kids parents die in a horrific world ending train crash that was caused by the apocalypse. Which not only accord in our world but Narnia as well. Shoot this is making me want to go read the books again to make sure I have everything right.

They were pretty good and nice and short a day’s read so it shouldn’t be too much trouble I have a feeling this summer I will be getting a lot of reading done.

I have started to make my graduation invites since I couldn’t find any I decide to make my own. There ok I’m not Martha Stewart or anything but they get the point across.

so much talking whaaaaa

2008-05-25T14:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday we played Mario Kart for the Wii it was totally rocking fun. Actually it only got fun once we went and played it over at Hanks house cus the TV at my parents house has a really bad contrast problem making all the courses really really white we just had to concentrate a little harder though.

I have to say that I don’t like the steering wheel as much as I wanted to, great idea just the need to refine is a little more. I kept trying to drift right and it would go left instead and not as fast of a reaction time between me yanking the wheel and the character actually performing something.

But a really great way to play if your just in it to have fun.

I also went and finally picked myself up an external hard drive since my Lap top only had like 20 GB left of 150. It was a pretty good by 500GB for like a hundred dollars probably could of found something cheaper online but I just don’t like shopping online.

Today I got to run around and see if I can find some graduation invitations to send out.

I’m graduation on Friday the Thirteenth of June at 3:30 doesn’t that just sound like a whole lot of demon worshiping or something going on. It’s like they want everyone who graduates to have some type of tripping accident or something. Damn it’s getting really hard to write this right know my family is so freaken loud aaaa con concentrate going to blow brains out nooooooo

Ok sorry about that that’s a little of a brain melt down cus everyone in the world is talking around me and I can’t concentrate on writing when there is five people talking loudly around me.

Screw this.

Hamster out….

Indie at his besworst

2008-05-24T11:02:00.001-07:00

We went and watched Indiana Jones last night….um yea…It was good to see another Indie movie but I think I went through some kind of trauma watching it cus all I remember are the indie like parts with snakes and whips and such. So you can way that they totally screwed it up.

DON”T READ THIS NEXT PART UNLESS YOU WANT THE HOLE MOVIE REVELED

I”M SERIOUS

Ok fist of all I love Shie Labofe (sp) too lazy to look that up, but Shie as a greaser man o man I had a Grease fangirl flashback and almost had a episode in the theater a very good episode.

Second from the very beginning and maybe it was just me cus I don’t think Ryan saw it you could tell that Shie was Indies long lost son from one of the many girls that he hooked up with in all the movies. But come on Shie the next Indiana Jones even I can’t see that.

Third there were freaking aliens in the movie come one aliens I know it can be some type of possibility. But in an Indiana Jones movie come on what I……I just don’t get it….well I do get it but not in an Idiana Jones movie. I mean aliens…..well excuse me actually there are people from an alternant dimension they actually say that in the movie alternant dimensions. The movie all together was like an Indiana Jones movie smashing head on into a episode of Farscape or Twilight zone. Seriously weird and creepy.

Fourth there was a god damn flying saucer in the movie a flying saucer a flying saucer a flying saucer sorry I think my brain just exploded with stupiedness if that’s possible. Freaking gosh

At the very end of the movie they hinted that Shie would become the next Indie yep I love Shie and all but him being the next Indie I don’t think even he is up that crap.
But I was really good to see Indie in his almost state of Indieness in a movie again maybe next time they’ll do a little better.

oh and if anyone goes and watches it stay tell the very end, I didn’t and know I’m wondering if all the people that got sucked into the alternate dimension with the aliens or sitting around a table having tee or something. Should have stayed tell the end but you know girls right as the movie ends it straight to the bathroom yea you could have went the rest of your life not hearing that but what fun would that be.

Weeeiiiiii

2008-05-23T20:23:00.000-07:00

I’ve been practicing my Mario Kart in preparation for this weekend. I think Ryan is buying the game and we might get a bunch of people together and play it. It’s going to be like a Mario Kart party or something.

I’m in the Tri-cities right know and had a pretty busy day. I woke up kind of sick with some sort of chest cold or something which put a damper on my day. Then I couldn’t do one damn thing without some sort of stupid complication. Like buy freaking gas, or a god forsaken stamp, which I don’t believe exist in Spokane.

Anyway after that I went to my internship. We shoot at Shenanigan’s (sp) and Anthony’s which I didn’t know there was another one in the Tri-Cities. All this was really fun and I got a free steak out of it which I brought back to feed my dad or Ryan, come one it’s a grade ad steak someone has to eat it, not me but someone.

The Spokane river has reached record levels meaning a lot of people are at these great restraints which have the best views of the river. The river was almost to the side walk near Shenanigan’s and they closed of one of the bridges in near river front park because of the mist. Anthony’s had the best view though, they were very suited for it anyways with great big windows facing the falls and Washington water power building it was a spectacular view I found myself sitting and staring at it for a little while quite amazed.

And we met some pretty lady’s that let us take their photographs while eating. Pretty Lady’s.
I think we’re going to go out and watch Indiana Jones tonight although I am very skeptical about it. It looks like there is going to be a lot of CGI and I don’t think I like that. What happened to the good old old Harson Ford. I love him.

Hamster out….

Run with it or run without it

2008-05-22T11:01:00.001-07:00

So I guess I’m some sort of demented female cus I don’t really like baby’s they scare the crap out of me and well crap and cry and pee all over everything. This is college we are learning how to function in a professional environment, even though in the photo building this is rarely true there should be no exception to bring your baby into work with you. Some people are trying to learn. This might just be me being a cold hard bitch and not having any sympathy for someone’s situation or it might be a reasonable argument.

I know that there are a lot of teen pregnancies and those teens try to set things right and go back to college or even just none teen parents that are trying to get an education. But come on it is not professional to raise your child in college or bring it to work. You wouldn’t to this or would not be allowed to do this in the real world why the hell do it in college were people are trying to learn.

This is all a rant because the new girl that works in the Cage that I already have decided I don’t like brought her baby to work. She has brought it to the classes that I’ve had with her over the year and it has disrupted class. Know my work environment is being raided by this unprofessionalism, I can’t even go in the Cage because it’s there. Mostly because of my own hate for the situation and secondly baby’s smell come on we all know they do I’m just saying it. She really has no idea what she is doing in there this is only her second day so what the hell the most qualified person on this job besides the Techs is me and know I can’t do my job because of this situation. I actually enjoy doing my job so it’s shit.

I think I’m going to end up being one of those parents that loves my own kids but don’t really like other peoples or maybe once I do have my own little squishy thing I will come to like them…….*shiver*

Master retard

2008-05-21T17:02:00.001-07:00

So I beat Ninja Gaiden last night the boss that I thought was the big boss ended not being it there was one more mini boss after her both which were really tuff to beat. I heard that the girl bosses are harder to beet then the male bosses. Don’t know if that’s true, I’ve only been a half asses gamer for a couple of days.

I after winning the game you can play it in master ninja difficulty level and let me tell you so far it is way harder than the normal. I haven’t gotten too far into it, although I am a little disappointed in the prizes there just a little lame and I wonder if it’s just me. I though once you beat the game there would be this great prize coming down from the ceiling in all its glory, with balloons and such or at least a cool new outfit or character or something. Well not what I got.

My brain is in its thirties, the ideal age being 20, I think that’s a good jump from Saturday when I was 70 and I have been playing it every day like the Doctor told me to. Given he isn’t real.

We went out to Ladies Night at Elements last night me and Heather left a little early and just sat around making fun of people waiting for are other friends to get there. We did the usual pick a person and make up a story for them I got some really good ones. There was a guy in a sweater vest there that I had sad came from Russia or some outlandish country with really thick accents, and that he was once an assassin there moving to America after he had built up to many enemies in his own country. Finding no work as an assassin in the USA for some reason he started going out to the clubs every week. He goes there and picks out the shyest girl that he can find, not very many at these clubs, and takes them home. Only to kill them with his assassin abilities that were no longer in use. Then buried them in his neighbor.

warning game may cause involuntary seizures..but then again what seizure is voluntary

2008-05-20T11:48:00.002-07:00

So I’ve gotten to the big boss in Ninja Gaiden only two days at play, but I can’t seems to bet the damn thing mostly because of the touch screen not doing what I want it to and then the all video game rule that the thing cheat’s. So I think I will move on to the Final Fantasy game for a while before I have an heart attack or something from trying to bet Ninja Gaiden.

The Brain Academy game is going very well though I really like it and I’m trying to play it every day. It also has sukido on it which I didn’t realize was as easy as it is.

On the home front a new girl has started working at the Cage, which is the equipment room in the photo building that I work in, and I slightly hate it. Its funny it’s kind of like those cop shows or movies that once there partner passes away they only want to work alone, given that my partner, Heather, hasn’t died but I work alone now. She has better things to be doing then working her as I can tell by her constant checking of her cell phone and her lack of paying attention to proper chemical disposing procedures. So as you can see this girl is already bugging me but it’s all good as long as I don’t have to work with her every day.

I need to settle down and read the third walking dead and the first of the boys I just have been to engulfed with my gaming. They need to put some type of warning since our human brains are too dumb and devolved to tell us when something is bad for us, like that coffee is hot and to try and not spill it on yourself, anyway to the point they should put a warning saying gaming system may be addicting. Well at least it’s one thing that you can get addicted to that wont potentially kill you. Well unless you stay inside forever and don’t eat because you are too busy playing then it could potentially be a health risk. But come on what gamer doesn’t like to eat.

Hamster out….

Gamer Madness......know i get it..

2008-05-19T11:53:00.003-07:00

So I have been playing Ninja Gaiden Dragon Sword all day so far today and most of the day yesterday it is a really great game. I love and hate how you use the stiller, at least I think that’s what the pin thing is called, to attack and do everything. The part I don’t like about it though it is direction taking skill in that you use it to move so you just point and hold to wear you want to go. Most of the time I just end up throwing a ninja star or an arrow, because that move is tap, you can’t seem to run fast enough and go through the right part of the portal. So it’s not very affection. At least for me. The combos are pretty hard to achieve as well with the stiller, up, up, down, left and if you brake contact or hesitate a little you won’t complete the combo.

Good points though when you save your life replenishes and so does your special attack, which you can use only once every save, there are about three save points in each level. Then stiller is cool to fight with though it really gets you in the game. My right arm was dead after only about a half an hour playing.

I’m pretty surprised that I’m doing this well at this game not being a big gamer at all, but I do pick things up fast. I have only got stuck twice, once because I forgot that the DS was so cool that when you need to blow stuff out you actually blow it out, and one part which I was just being stupid I knew I had to set something on fire it just didn’t click in my brain to use me special.

I only have a couple more level to go and I’m very happy about how long this game is lasting. The only other games that I have played all the way through were Bango and Kazooie, Bango and Tootie, Mario Brothers, and God of war. They were all pretty long except God of War I really wished that on lasted a little longer it was a awesome game.

On the home front this weekend was great me and Ryan just geeked out the hole time with video games, comic books, a little invader zim, and Dawn of the Dead, the new one. I forgot how much I don’t like that one it was the first real Zombie movie that I saw when I was younger on top of that I watched it alone know I remember how much I hate Zombies.
Hamster out….

DS nation

2008-05-18T14:07:00.000-07:00

After I wrote yesterday we went to wal-mart to pick up some stuff for my new DS. I got some screen covers and a pink case. I also picked up Brain Age and I got Final Fantasy Ring of Fates with the DS.

After that we come home, I played the games there for a while I really liked Brain Age I love games like that that make you think, Final fantasy was good too I was skeptical about it at first but it turned out to be really good so far I’m only a little ways through it though.

So today we got up and went to the mall, I needed to go shopping for some new clothes, while we were there I picked up Ninja Gaiden Dragon Sword and a really cute out-fit, like you guys care right.

I also got the 3rd Walking dead and the first The Boys I’ve been wanting to read The Boys for a while and decided might as well start now. We went to Sonics for lunch they have these new Mac and Cheese bits which are really good. I had them when I was little at Silverwood, but there are like ten times better at Sonics.

Shit I’ve been really not talking about much in these blogs there more I have to blog things and I have better things to be doing and school is getting pretty hectic. And there are still no topic of the days to help me along.

I’ve been reading the Penny Arcade books and can’t believe how funny these two guys are. They remind me of me and Heather and if you know us you will see it too.

I’m too lazy right now to post any of the pictures that I took this weekend to maybe I’ll do that tomorrow.

I can’t really believe how addicted to this DS it really is a cool little thing.

I’m watching Invader Zim, I forgot how disgusting it really is. But I do love Gir (sp)

Hamster out….

speaking of the devil

2008-05-17T17:15:00.003-07:00

So yet again I have blogged late, this might become a trend I don’t like that idea.

Ryan is coming over soon so I spent the day cleaning the apartment know it looks like someone lives here not like someone is moving out. There were so many box’s of crap that I don’t really need I’m going to have to go through them and maybe have a yard sale or something.

I picked up dinner for tonight some shush kebabs (sp) that I’m going to try and convince Ryan that I made myself, potatoes for stuffed potatoes, some corn on the cob, and some lemonade for drinks.

Too bad I don’t have a grill cus all that would be way better tasting on the grill. But I think I will back everything. And I might even take pictures and put them on my flicker just for Hjo.
Other than that fun stuff I haven’t done much today I think I will go watch me some zombie movie after this.

Ok so now this is sort of a forced blog Ryan just got here like I was writing this and bamf there he is a hour early. So now as you can imagine I have better things to do.
So I have never owned any type of gameboy or mobile game system before we grew up in the back woods of Idaho and now we are not too well off so I never imagined owning one of my own.
Of course I barrowed my boyfriends whenever I could. Well get this he shows up today with a pink Nintendo DS in hand. What a great boyfriend right well after we eat and take a little nap were going to go to Wal-mart and get some cool things for it I’m so totally excited. I really want to that Brain game thing it looks pretty cool. I can’t wait to settle down and play it.

Hamster out….